What would you risk your life for? Would you risk losing of something for something? We, human afraid of losing. Yet we still losing nearly everything what we afraid of. Most of the time, we don’t know the feeling of losing it, until we lose it. The idea of losing something is ugly. And vice versa. Why and what is ugly? You can answer the why and the what of it by the word itself, as its a self-explaining and no need further explanation.
But don’t get confuse yourself. Please be ugly at a time, and losing something another time. You can’t be both. That’s ugliest.